Singleee :D for like a month now

AM I REALLY THAT BAD OF A FUCKING FRIEND!?!?! I TRY SO HARD TO MAKE YOU HAPPY! AND WHATEVER I DO ISNT GOOD ENOUGH. YOU CRY EVERYTIME ABOUT YOUR STUPID FUCKING DEVIN BREAKING UP WITH YOU. AND I HELP YOU EVERY TIME BUT MY ADVICE IS NEVER GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU! I HOLD ALL MY ANGER IN BECAUSE I DONT WANT YOU UPSET BUT I JUST CAN’T DO THIS ANYMORE!! I JUST CRIED ON THE GROUND.. I COULDN’T MOVE.. ALL I CAN THINK NOW IS HOW IM NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU.. but if someone says the same thing to you that i have said.. all of the sudden it means something to you.. I can’t do this anymore… please just tell me im a good friend to you.. please treat me like “sisters” are supposed to treat eachother.. I just want you happy.. I say it all the time. But right now.. Im not happy.

I feel like it’s none of my business.. But this weekend a girl passed away in a car accident. A lot of my friends were close with this girl but I didn’t even know her. She seemed like a sweet girl. I have seen her you-tube videos and she was a really good singer. It’s so sad knowing that just a innocent girl was killed when she had been such a good person her whole life. R.I.P. Krysta, and to all my friends, I’m sorry for what your going through. And I am praying for her family.